|Can you see me, my love, up there above?|
When you were dying, I was dying too.
Look for meaning in song, but the meaning is gone,
'Cause I was crying, right along with you.
You're the kind of person who forgives and forgets easily, and you think that everyone is adorable. You don't care about who they currently are, their applications, or any of that. So long as they're not hurting you at the time of meeting, you love them. However, to those you are close to, you truly do show care and affection towards, and you're not afraid to be yourself and show your true colors in front of. You don't have many true friends, though, because you are somewhat closed off, and for the most part refuse to talk to people of your own free will, in addition to the fact that no one visits you in the first place...
So What Exactly Are Your Current Relationships, Anyway?
Oh! This is probably the person to visit you and care about you the most! Despite your past relationships with other people, you find yourself talking to him the most, and forgetting for a moment the 'popular' past you had. You... love him. You don't like to say that in front of other people, and will keep it a secret for a long time to come, and to this day, only your brother and Kamon himself know. You don't push on with him, and you don't try to get him to love you back. You adore his relationship with Koko and you think it's very cute how he talks about her a lot. You enjoy simply playing video games with him.
Okay, so admittedly, you're very, very confused about your relationship with this little girl. You thought that you two were good friends, even constantly calling each other 'friend'. ...and yet... somehow... you're thinking she's more grown-up than she seems, and the 'love' thing actually scares you. You thought, initially, you were joking and playing around with a little girl... but now you're not so sure. Should you tell her that you are actually gay? Or should you keep 'playing' with the 7 year old?
Your adoring brother is also very adorable, you think. You remember coming out to him before anyone else, because you felt most comfortable with him. You love it when he reaches to ruffle up your hair, because it's a constant reminder that you are taller and look older than him. He always gives you harsh reminders that he's the older, but your mother always comments that you're far more mature. You think it's amusing, how he reacts to the neatness of your room, and he always bothers you about your love for Kamon. You try not to let it get to you, and bother him about his crush, Crystal, instead.
Looks like it's just these three, huh? You should leave the house more, dear Ethan.
You're so sad and lonely.
You don't stash old phone memos. You'll only keep memos for a week or less. But, you make sure to write a memo every day!
I've been so lonely. I mean... Gold's been around, he's stuck at home because of his ankle and all, but it's not a lack of company that's making me super lonely. It's a lack of Kamon that's making me super lonely. Or a lack of anyone who's not family really. I just hope Kamon's happy now, wherever he is...
It's so weird to be around again, you know? It's like... super quiet. I don't know what's going on and I don't know what's happening but hey! I'm here! I'm here now!
[So, keep track of this! This will mark my latest visits to Ethan!]