|Can you see me, my love, up there above?|
When you were dying, I was dying too.
Look for meaning in song, but the meaning is gone,
'Cause I was crying, right along with you.
You're the kind of person who forgives and forgets easily, and you think that everyone is adorable. You don't care about who they currently are, their applications, or any of that. So long as they're not hurting you at the time of meeting, you love them. However, to those you are close to, you truly do show care and affection towards, and you're not afraid to be yourself and show your true colors in front of. You don't have many true friends, though, because you are somewhat closed off, and for the most part refuse to talk to people of your own free will, in addition to the fact that no one visits you in the first place...
So What Exactly Are Your Current Relationships, Anyway?
Oh! This is probably the person to visit you and care about you the most! Despite your past relationships with other people, you find yourself talking to him the most, and forgetting for a moment the 'popular' past you had. You... love him. You don't like to say that in front of other people, and will keep it a secret for a long time to come, and to this day, only your brother and Kamon himself know. You don't push on with him, and you don't try to get him to love you back. You adore his relationship with Koko and you think it's very cute how he talks about her a lot. You enjoy simply playing video games with him.
Okay, so admittedly, you're very, very confused about your relationship with this little girl. You thought that you two were good friends, even constantly calling each other 'friend'. ...and yet... somehow... you're thinking she's more grown-up than she seems, and the 'love' thing actually scares you. You thought, initially, you were joking and playing around with a little girl... but now you're not so sure. Should you tell her that you are actually gay? Or should you keep 'playing' with the 7 year old?
Your adoring brother is also very adorable, you think. You remember coming out to him before anyone else, because you felt most comfortable with him. You love it when he reaches to ruffle up your hair, because it's a constant reminder that you are taller and look older than him. He always gives you harsh reminders that he's the older, but your mother always comments that you're far more mature. You think it's amusing, how he reacts to the neatness of your room, and he always bothers you about your love for Kamon. You try not to let it get to you, and bother him about his crush, Crystal, instead.
Looks like it's just these three, huh? You should leave the house more, dear Ethan.
You're going to go to Unova in a couple of days, so you're packing for that.
You're healthy, but you're a little down at the moment. R.I.P., Poppa.
You don't stash old phone memos. You'll only keep memos for a week or less. But, you make sure to write a memo every day!
> July 12
Poppa's funeral today. Couldn't use my phone yesterday. Got into Unova yesterday and Poppa's funeral today. It feels so weird to wear a suit. Haven't worn a suit in forever. But I'll wear a suit for Poppa. Gold is wearing a squirt flower. Poppa would love that.
> July 13
Going to look at the sights in Unova today. Off in Nimbasa City today! Ferris Wheels are soo nice! I love them!
> July 14
I forgot how much I loved the hustle and bustle of Unova. I normally am a really quiet person. Gold's eating everything at the buffets! I feel like eating a lot, too! But I've already had at least 3 ice creams. It's sooooo hot. I could go for more ice cream! Castelia Cones!!
> July 15
As much as the busy cities are nice, Nuvema Town has always been my favorite. It's so quiet and calm, and to be honest, as much as I adore the busy nature of Unova, Nuvema's nice too. I get homesick sometimes. But that goes away quick!
> July 16
I'm really restless. Last night, Gold pranked me! My phone is running out of charge so I should charge it real quick but I'm afraid of Gold screwing my phone up! He was laughing so hard. He's cheered up! Which is good news!
> July 17
We're going home tomorrow. I'm not ready. I've been enjoying my time in the Unova region, and it really feels like home. Even though I don't come here often. It's so nice... so much fun. But it's so hot! It'll be a bit cooler back home.
> July 19
Couldn't get on my phone yesterday, obviously. I'm so tired. A bit jet-lagged, I guess. But I'm home!
[So, keep track of this! This will mark my latest visits to Ethan!]